A Sad Farewell to 2021

Our first new years without you son.
I thought I’d want to wish away 2021, but the truth is I don’t. A new year means time is continuing on without you, forcing our lives to move forward. It only intensifies my deep craving to turn back the hands of time and be in a moment with your hand in mine and you wrapped safely in my arms. I have never known a pain then what I experienced in 2021. I cried more this year then I ever have, my heart broke beyond repair this year, our odin boy went to the sky with our son, I kissed death from my own lips almost dying giving birth to my son, and I sat at the table with the grim reaper as he cut ties for my son to pass safely into the after life.
2021, also brought me so many blessings. I experienced 9 beautiful months with my son growing, we laughed as a family, had many fun adventures together, I beat death and got to stay with my beautiful family, partner and daughter. I got to meet my son and hold a real life angel in my arms. My daughter and partner had good health along with my family and we are so much more closer to each other then ever before. For this I am grateful.
I speak to the universe, my son and family beyond the sky and ask that 2022 is kind to me and my little family.
With tears falling from my eyes I sit quietly and remember my son and everything he could have been. I bid a very sad farewell to 2021 and hold my dearest and most sacred memories as time forces us to keep moving without you.

Happy New year my sweet boy, I wish you were here with us earth side more then words could ever express. Play safely with odin and the other angel babies in the sky while we remember you always, with every breath we take 💜💜💜💜💜